It’s mid-April. You would think the snow would be gone by now…but nope. Minnesota had a winter storm warning and we got so much snow. It went up to my knees. I guess it’s super pretty and such, so I can’t really complain there. But where I can complain is that there’s so much snow that I was stuck for 30 minutes in my apartment’s parking lot this morning. Regardless to say, I did not make it to work. I called my dad, hoping that he would come to my rescue since I’ve never been stuck before. But he had to go to work, and I understand that, so I just sat in my car, wanting to cry. After being frustrated, I decided I couldn’t just sit there and feel sorry for myself so I started to dig my way out. And after 15 I finally got out, without anyone’s help! This week has just been kinda shitty, and as I reflect upon it, I now realize that there are so many people who I am thankful to have around me. They’re always there no matter what and this week has showed me what real friendship is, even if the two of you haven’t talked in ages. When the going gets tough, I really want to just curl up and cry and not care about anything else. But I really can’t just do that for a week, sure I can allow myself to do that once or twice but in the end that’s not going to get me anywhere. I need to come back fighting, and stronger than ever.
Until next time.
Super stressed out and my parents don’t understand, telling me I’m being lazy and that I should work harder on everything. I’ve only been home for like 10 hours… and I’m really glad that I don’t need to stay here. I know I shouldn’t say things like that, but seriously. I just can’t believe they’re accusing me of these things. I don’t even know how to approach it anymore.
Retail therapy…seriously the most dangerous kind. Oh, how fast the money goes!